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Despondent

by Vamachara

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1.
Descension 02:40
Strength beyond belief The war against the weak It's an unstoppable sickness And true suffering is what I seek Creating a weapon It started at birth Accepting the solace Created from hurt Absolute deception Mistaken for disease All alone Is when I felt at peace Broken and restless A brand new weakness Recognize the true face Of this growing distance Reopen the wound and take what's left Feed of my sorrow, fears, and regret. Never was strong enough Recognize my failures And one by one they killed me off A weak mind can only bare so much The pain inside A struggle to stay alive Breaking you down Piece by piece Smashing the mirror of the face that devices Nothing has changed I can't fight this Finally given up now I watch myself die Nothing has changed I can't stop this Burning forever as result of my crime Nothing could ever change this Nothing could ever help this A life truly wasted I couldn't take it
2.
Forcing your morals into our minds Leaving your mark and striking us blind Backlash of chaos, desperate to survive Creator of terror, master of lies Destruction within, Death to your kind Facing the truth, you'll leave us all behind Struggle to learn, struggle to live A new life of hate, forced to begin Struggle to learn, the struggle to resist A new life of chaos, were forced to accept Dead from the start Thought you had a chance Your reign of hate put to an end With the pull of a trigger and a bullet to the head One final fight, our final fate This is only the beginning To our final days
3.
Crawl to the surface With pure disbelief Hopeless and fighting You fell to your knees Weakened from crying Your life ceased from this Final breath of air Senses at rest The weakness took over You lust for the end I live for your torment The drug will possess Your strength was fiction The result of your death A rat in the sewer Flatlined and dead The fight to survive The very mental scars Your lust for the needle Surprised you made it far The family you had The lies that you made It solved all your problems Now I piss on your grave You chose this A life of a slave Couldn't resist The minds slow decay Never put up a fight You lost the war And shattered the very oath that you fucking swore Feeding and stealing from your kin A slave to the substance and your life of sin You would never last enough Lying and stealing from the ones you love A disgrace to the name and the blood we share the end result is your cold lifeless stare Ripped away from this earth Hide in shame from the ones you hurt You chose this A life of a slave Couldn't resist The minds slow decay You chose this A life of a slave Couldn't resist A needle ridden grave Now you feel our pain The shame brought to the family name Now you shall pay We watched you piss your life away
4.
New Birth 02:51
Mouth filled with blood Celebrate the new birth Mighty blows one by one I paint the surface of earth Now I've come to take the crown What ever it takes to strike you down Ripping at the seams Unmatched forced by any means Let their blood spill from the sky drench the earth to cease the light The perfect fucking end To all precious life The kingdom now crumbled and turned to ash Bodies of my enemies now line the sand Leaving my mark my claim to fame Swallow the earth into the blackened age Let their blood spill from the sky Drench the earth to cease the light Let their blood spill from the sky Drench the earth to cease the light Thriving off the screams and cries Now I crush your precious life You turn to faith But I bring you the end So easy to kill With no defense
5.
Control 03:33
Drowning out the voice inside The one that speaks from behind And Distorts my vision Made to kill for any reason Crushing crushing so quickly From self control I am slipping Motives fueled with no remorse Patience has withered by a driving force Killing on sight it's your right to die Can't erase the thought no matter how hard I try Pushed to the edge with no value of life Drowning out the screams with the cut of the knife Hands shaking and turned to fists A life for a life keep the motive in site Looking deep into lifeless eyes And see what's inside Push me And fight for you life Spite me You have every right to die Peel back the flesh Tear you apart bone by bone Throw away the scraps No remains but the soul Deepest thoughts It consumes me Blinded by rage Cutting deeper each time Flip the switch and break away I didn't chose this life Cutting deeper each time
6.
The Line 01:13
7.
You seek respect from the ones you've burned Another day, hard lesson learned The First to run, the first to retract First to drive the blade in my back Shedding skin, an empty shell You try to break me, you never will Nothing left for you take Soon enough you'll fade away Shedding skin an empty shell No one wanting to save you now Bring the pain, upon yourselves You try to break me, you never fucking will Far from the end, this is only the beginning You lost the battle, reality is unforgiving There nothing here, for you to take Taking what's mine, your spirit I shall break Your biggest fears only fuel the rage Expression of my hate, source of your pain Left alone, forsaken and weakened Living in fear, admit it you're defeated Admit it you're defeated You'll never break me Don't even try You'll never take It What's inside You'll never break me Don't even try You'll never take it What's inside Living to watch you burn Respect you never earned Knowledge you haven't gained Afraid for you it's too late You'll never break me Don't even try You'll never take What's inside
8.
Born into the new age of past mistakes The ones in power chose to play god and now the worlds in flame Surface fires burn all around till there is nothing left One by one the bodies turned to ash Nuclear storm that forms in the sky Not a single life was bound to survive This worlds final down fall A bright flash of light melting your mind with a blast in the sky A world once full Is now the kingdom of death We are the ones to blame for this nuclear age Now face to face with the same fate, the one we've made. What once was a power move to teach the world to behave..has been removed from our hands, now the master is slave. Warfare...weaponized, we witness our own demise as fire engulfs the sky Suffer...before you realize, just as you shield your eyes, you're gone in the blink of an eye. Now say goodnight. Begin the worlds down fall Existence laid to waste Total Armageddon And we're the ones to blame You chose play god And now the world's in flame
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Perdition 03:35
Do you feel alive Because of what you've done? The result of your past That you couldn't outrun Something's can't be undone But how the fuck do you sleep Knowing what you've ripped away This pain can't be erased Sleepless nights till I hunt you down To this pain you're fucking bound Justice served when we're face to face I live to hear your dying grace Peel back your skin Reveal your sin Can you forget The sound of torment? Blood and flesh Are you listening? My sanity undone Did I not pray enough? The weight of your guilt As it beats down on my chest Now I am your fucking burden The face of your regret I've been choking on the blood in my lungs From constantly biting down on my tongue Let it rain down Let it swallow you The plague of regret, it follows you Peel back your skin Reveal your sin Bound to your fucking pain Justice served when we're face to face I live to hear your dying grace

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released January 5, 2018

Recorded and Mixed by Taylor Young at The Pit Studios
Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege

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